| i'm glad i met you, i'm glad i met someone like you to show me....
that i don't ever want to be like you.
i won't stop loving you because it's like marriage and i can't stop.
i hate who you've become but i'm over it.
take a look at yourself and i hope you see who you've become.
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| It's too much. I'm numb and I'm tired. Too much has
happened today. I feel as if I'd been out in a pounding rain for 48
hours without an umbrella or a coat. I'm soaked to the skin in emotion. |
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| i've lost everything that has importance to me except my job.
thank you lord.
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| fall is comming, change is inevitable.
it wont last forever and ignorance is bliss.
yeah right, move on.
how?
so many thoughts are running through my head, i am so stressed. i need to get out.
21st, you leave before school starts. how am i supposed to handle my day when the biggest part of me leaves...RIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL
i need to be tumbling but i cant with work. i need to be cheering but im nervous because i havent been tumbling.
i cant quit after they kept me from the vaca drama. im so displeased with the image staring at me. its disgusting, im disgusting. i need a car to get me to all these places my busy life entails but i cant get one if i quit. i want my friends . i feel like i have personal obligations to the man unobtainable whom ive never even heard the voice of. i want to be with him but i am happy right here. it seems that i unceasingly break his heart, its a malignant feeling.
i want peace, i want god.
catch 22.
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